I've been really slacking when it comes to blogging, and writing in general really. I say I don't have time, even if I do, or I say that I'll do it later, even if I wont. It's annoying. I feel like I have so many things that I "have" to do, but in reality, I really don't. I should be writing more than I do. But on the other hand, if I feel like this, I feel like my writing isn't as good as it should be. I keep telling myself that summer will be better, but I have to make that a reality. I can't keep doing the same stuff and then expect my habits to change drastically when summer begins.
I understand that I can't jump back into everything right away and that I have to ease into it, but that's going to take a while. I don't know how long, exactly, but it definitely won't happen overnight. I think a big part of this whole problem is that I have to fix my mind before I try to fix my writing habits. I need to find myself and happiness again first.
Although this is a short little post, I feel like y'all deserve a little insight as to why I've been posting so much less these days. I'm trying hard to fix my self, but that takes a lot of time. Hopefully one day soon I'll be back to how it was in the beginning- posting regularly and such, but until then, I hope you enjoy the posts I do post.
~Maddison
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